How I "Found" My Grandson

It was a day in March, and Lill asked me if we could do a journey, and so we did.
We was here and there, did some healing work and past life seaching, at the end of our session, she asked me if I could ask one of her totems about something special, and I answered that I could try.

I got into Lills cave, I always get into the same place when I do this for her..... and after a while all her totems showed up, but they didn`t come up to us they stopped a bit away and build a circle, and their "faces" were bent to the ground like they was watching something.

I called out for them by name and asked Lill`s question, but no one would answer me anything, and they gave me a attitude that this was disturbing........but I also sensed a joy and love coming from the crowd

After a while I just gave up to contact, cause I understand that they had more important thing to do than speak with me ....... but before I left I wanted to see if they would let me see what was so important. So I walked towards them and they opened up their circel and let me come between them, and there on the ground was a beautiful baby boy, with a big smile on his face
And the whole place was filled with light and love, and the totem was "smiling and laughing" it was like a party going on.

I turned to Lill`s owl and asked what this was, and finally he would answer me: "This is the new lightbearer"

I knew I saw my grandson, but I did`t want to know if it was in the near, or longer into the future.

Well, I always tell Lill what I see/feel and hear during our journeys, so when I get out she also know, the only thing I kept for myself was that I knew he was her son some day.

Some weeks went by, and yes I know you have quessed it, she told me she was pregnant, and that she didn`t know or was worried about it during our journey. But because of what I saw she get herself testet, cause she know me and my sight *LOL*

A couple a weeks ago I was with her on the ultrasound and they asked if she would knew the sex, and of course it was a boy.....they could have tried to say it was a girl *LOL*

A couple of days ago, Lill and I was on our journey once again, doing a little bit of all. As a ending of our session Lill asked me if I could see if some or any of her totem could take us for a trip.

Well I did, and her bear came and took her on his back, and my elephant took me on his. And they started walking, we came to a beatiful hill, the sky was high and blue, and it was so nice there........

Suddenly our totems picket up something from the ground and gave it to Lill, I looked at her and there on her lap her beautiful son was sitting

Suddenly I saw an angel come, as big as Gabriel, but so bright, it almost hurt my eyes to look on him, he had so kind face, with a smile that could melt a heart.
He took my grandson up in his arms, and kissed his forehead, and I felt he blessed him...... and then he told me that he was Uriel and my grandson`s angel..... then he gave him back to Lill... and we carried on, now all of Lill`s totems and Uriel was with us.

We stopped up in front of Lill`s master who is St.Gerard, and Lill went up in front of him, and he said to her: "Your only mission is to keep the heart of this boy,pure"
Then Lill went back to the bear and we startet again, and St.Gerard went with us. Then it got dark, and we all was sitting in a circle around a fire.

Suddenly a crowd of wolfs came along, and the leader came up to us....... a really big wolf,silver fur with a big withers, and yellow eyes, with a lot of "soul" in, he was a really beauty..... and he took my grandson on his back, and took him with him into the dark night.. and I knew that this journey was over.

I also have got a name for him: Raphael, but it`s up to the parents to decide, so we have to wait and see ;)

I would love to see a greetings in my guestbook ;)